Help Me Please!!! More Than One Answer..10 pts?

Ok When I Text My Friends I Only Look Foward To Talking To My Close Guy Friend That's Like My Brother. And When We Text I Feel Happy Inside But The Problem Is Is That He Has A Gf And I Made Out With His Fraternal Twin Bro (And He Has No Feelings For Me) However He's Not Like The Others And I Wish I Could Erase My Mistake About Kissing His Bro And I Tell Myself I Can't Fall For Him Because Of That Were A Year Apart He's A Jr And I'm A Sophomore (Dont Judge Initial Caps Or Criticize Me)